| Location | Sudbury |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2008 |
| Date of Death | 3/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,042 since 25/03/2008 |
| Creator |
Eryn was born sleeping at 09:17 on Sunday 9th March 2008. She was 40 +2
Eryn died due to meconium aspiration & group B Strep.
My little pudding was perfect ten fingers, ten toes, everything perfect. She is now in heaven with
her nanny Gill and Uncle Aaron.
Her mummy and daddy miss her very much xxx
I had a difficult early pregnancy, I was very sick and ended up in hospital for 5 days as I was
extremely dehydrated. We were then high risk for Downs and had to make the decision to risk having a
amnio, we took it and three very long days later we were given the all clear. We were so relieved
and thought we had lived through the worst. The rest of the pregnancy thanks to anti sickness
tablets went well. We had the 4d scan, bought every picture and dvd, think we would have bought the
tshirt if one was available. Her name was chosen as soon as we knew we were pregnant so it felt like
we knew almost everything about her even before she arrived. On Sat 8th March I started getting
pains, I went to the cds and was told I was only 1cm dilated so I should go home, they are the
experts so you don't question them, they checked her heart briefly and all seemed well, I was
nervous but so excited, we went home to wait. By Sunday morning I was in a lot of pain, she didn't
seem very active but I just thought thats because I'm in labour. We arrived at hospital and was seen
quite quickly, the midwife checked Eryn's heart beat with the probe and said it seemed fine, but she
would put me on the monitor to be sure. She hooked it all up and we heard the heartbeat, I smiled at
Steven and said thank god at which point pudding gave me a kick. The midwife gave me a drink and
said that if the heart goes below 100bpm to press the button, the door had not even closed behind
her and it started dropping rapidly, 100, 90, 80 it just kept dropping I screamed at Steven to press
the button but in my head I just though the belt had moved. The midwife ran in and pulled the
emergency button thats when all **** broke loose. There were about 10 people in the room all talking
medical jargon, Steven was pushed away and it was only then that I started to worry. They told me I
needed an emergency c-section and that I would be given a general, Steven ran alongside my bed, I
told him I loved him and to look after Eryn until I woke up. I was then in theatre and before I knew
it I was counting backwards. I woke up in recovery and the nurse calling my name could not look me
in the eye, I asked her if Eryn was ok and she just said that someone would come and speak to me. I
knew that second. Steven and a consultant came in next and told me. No one gave me a reason no one
could tell me why. We spent two days at the hospital and was lucky enough to have Eryn with us in a
special room. She looked perfect, I looked all over to see if I could find an answer, I dressed her
and on the Monday I said goodbye. I just cant believe it, everyday I think that if I had gone in
earlier would things be different? I will never know. I miss her so much, for seconds I still catch
myself thinking I'm pregnant as I'm still recovering from the operation and still have a very
swollen belly, I feel like someone has taken all my dreams away, one minute I'm angry, one minute
I'm sad, one minute I think about eneding it all, one minute I don't accept it. It just hurts like
no other pain.
Missing u pudding
We have been to see you today, although I see and feel you with me everyday. I hope you liked the poem, I miss you so much Eryn, it feels like someone has pulled my heart out, I feel empty without you. I should have gone to the hospital sooner, I'm so sorry.I let you down pudding xx
Thank you for the snow
Thank you so much for sending the snow it was like waking up in a fairy tale. I hope you liked the snow teddy James built for you. The sun is slowly melting it but I hope it made you smile. Rest easy little pudding. Love you always xxxx
Eryn Will Live on Forever in our Hearts
Your little pudding was truly perfect and I hope that makes you proud;
She sends us little messages while sitting on a cloud;
Eryn may not breathe the air we breathe but she lives on in the important place deep inside our heart;
She knew the greatest gift of all right from the very start; Mummy and Daddy created her in love that was so true;
They wanted her so very much and this she always knew.
i am just a tiny angel,
im smaller than your thumb,
i live in peoples pockets,
thats where i have my fun,
i don't suppose you've seen me,
im too tiny to detect,
though im with you all the time,
you wont know that we've met,
now god has many angels,
that he trains in angel pools,
we become his eyes,ears,and hands,
we become his special tools,
and because god is soo busy,
with way too much to do,
he said that my assignment,
is to keep close watch on you,
when he tucked me in your pocket,
he blessed you with angel care,
he told me never to leave you,
and i vowed always to be there .xx
An Angel Never Dies
Don't let them say, I wasn't born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave
I've loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone.
This world was worthy, not, of me
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I'll fill your arms
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was 'meant to be,
God doesn't make mistakes'
But that won't soften your worst blow..
Or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
another child you'll bear.
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips
And then you'll understand.
Although, I've never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes..
That doesn't mean I never 'was'
An Angel Never Dies........
I'm so sorry for the loss of your little girl, I've been there too. Take care of each other xx
close your eyes
Just close your eyes
And she will be ther
With you just look to
Your hart and thats
Wher eryn will be
SLEEP WELL LOVE
BY JADE XXX
Roses are red
Vilots are blue
They miss you
God bless you lov
BY ASHLEY XXX
If we all could have
One wish we would
Bring back the once
We love
R.I.P LOVE
BY GRACE XXXXX
so sorry about your loss
im so sorry to hear of your loss, what a lovley angle, the pain your going threw i cant imagen, i lost a baby in may 2004, i were only early stages, it still hurt like mad, but i believe what you went threw is far worse,your a brave family, my thoughts are with you all at this very sad time all my love nicole x x x R.I.P LITTLE ONE x x x
A NEW ANGEL
A NEW BABY ANGEL LOOKS DOWN FROM ABOVE,
SHE SENDS MUMMY AND DADDY ALL HER LOVE.
SHE WILL KEEP WATCHING OVER THEM
FROM HER HOME UP ABOVE,
UNTIL THE DAY WHEN THEY ARE RE-UNITED IN LOVE. XX
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