| Location | Sudbury |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2008 |
| Date of Death | 3/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,043 since 25/03/2008 |
| Creator |
Eryn was born sleeping at 09:17 on Sunday 9th March 2008. She was 40 +2
Eryn died due to meconium aspiration & group B Strep.
My little pudding was perfect ten fingers, ten toes, everything perfect. She is now in heaven with
her nanny Gill and Uncle Aaron.
Her mummy and daddy miss her very much xxx
I had a difficult early pregnancy, I was very sick and ended up in hospital for 5 days as I was
extremely dehydrated. We were then high risk for Downs and had to make the decision to risk having a
amnio, we took it and three very long days later we were given the all clear. We were so relieved
and thought we had lived through the worst. The rest of the pregnancy thanks to anti sickness
tablets went well. We had the 4d scan, bought every picture and dvd, think we would have bought the
tshirt if one was available. Her name was chosen as soon as we knew we were pregnant so it felt like
we knew almost everything about her even before she arrived. On Sat 8th March I started getting
pains, I went to the cds and was told I was only 1cm dilated so I should go home, they are the
experts so you don't question them, they checked her heart briefly and all seemed well, I was
nervous but so excited, we went home to wait. By Sunday morning I was in a lot of pain, she didn't
seem very active but I just thought thats because I'm in labour. We arrived at hospital and was seen
quite quickly, the midwife checked Eryn's heart beat with the probe and said it seemed fine, but she
would put me on the monitor to be sure. She hooked it all up and we heard the heartbeat, I smiled at
Steven and said thank god at which point pudding gave me a kick. The midwife gave me a drink and
said that if the heart goes below 100bpm to press the button, the door had not even closed behind
her and it started dropping rapidly, 100, 90, 80 it just kept dropping I screamed at Steven to press
the button but in my head I just though the belt had moved. The midwife ran in and pulled the
emergency button thats when all **** broke loose. There were about 10 people in the room all talking
medical jargon, Steven was pushed away and it was only then that I started to worry. They told me I
needed an emergency c-section and that I would be given a general, Steven ran alongside my bed, I
told him I loved him and to look after Eryn until I woke up. I was then in theatre and before I knew
it I was counting backwards. I woke up in recovery and the nurse calling my name could not look me
in the eye, I asked her if Eryn was ok and she just said that someone would come and speak to me. I
knew that second. Steven and a consultant came in next and told me. No one gave me a reason no one
could tell me why. We spent two days at the hospital and was lucky enough to have Eryn with us in a
special room. She looked perfect, I looked all over to see if I could find an answer, I dressed her
and on the Monday I said goodbye. I just cant believe it, everyday I think that if I had gone in
earlier would things be different? I will never know. I miss her so much, for seconds I still catch
myself thinking I'm pregnant as I'm still recovering from the operation and still have a very
swollen belly, I feel like someone has taken all my dreams away, one minute I'm angry, one minute
I'm sad, one minute I think about eneding it all, one minute I don't accept it. It just hurts like
no other pain.
Tiny Angels
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
'These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so'.
I am your little angel
and I'm sent from far away
To cheer you up if you are sad
or had a rotten day.
So when you find a home for me
make sure that it is near,
For when you to need to talk things out
I can lend an ear.
I'm here to make you smile
when you feel a little blue,
Just look into my eyes
and I'll smile right back at you.
Or when your feeling lonely,
and no one seems to care,
Remember angels do,
and we are everywhere.
If you are scared and don't feel safe,
and don't know what to do,
talk to me
and I will get you through.
Now find that special place for me
deep inside your heart,
And I will always be there for you
no matter how far apart.
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨)
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨) ¸.·´
×°× `·.¸.·´ ×°×
Im sending you a ray of light,
To heal and rest your mind,
A teaspoon full of love and prayers
As i light a candle, I find.
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨)
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨) ¸.·´
×°× `·.¸.·´ ×°×
A little angel bringing good health,
Kneeling in pray for you
Heartfelt good wishes and positivity,
In everything you do.
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨)
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨) ¸.·´
×°× `·.¸.·´ ×°×
So when you need an angels hug,
You'll never need to look far
Just say a little angel prayer
And god will know just where you are.
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨)
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨) ¸.·´
×°× `·.¸.·´ ×°×
Beauty of Our Friendship
Friendship is a Priceless Gift that cannot be bought or sold,
But its value is far greater than a mountain made of Gold.
For gold is cold and lifeless, it can neither see nor hear
And in the time of trouble it is powerless to cheer--
It has no ears to listen nor heart to understand,
It cannot bring you comfort or reach out a helping hand
So when you ask God for a gift
Be thankful if HE sends not diamonds, pearls or riches
But The Love of Real True Friends.
'''♥one day u feel like crying♥....♥call me♥. ♥I dont promise that i will make u laugh♥, ♥but i can cry with u♥. ♥If one day u want to run away♥-- ♥dont be afraid to call me♥. ♥I dont promise to ask u to stop♥......♥but i can run with u♥. ♥If one day u dont want to listen to anyone♥.....♥call me♥. ♥I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet♥. ♥But one day if u call♥......♥and there is no anwser♥.....♥come fast to see me♥. ♥Perhaps i need you♥. ♥Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk♥, ♥or how close you are♥, ♥and send it to the person who sent it to you♥. ♥Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will♥. ♥Remember♥, ♥everyone needs a friend♥, ♥
I THOUGHT ...
I thought I saw your face today,
In the sparkle of the morning sun.
And then I heard the angel say, 'Their work on earth is done.'
I thought I heard your voice today,
Then laugh, your hearty laugh.
And then I heard the angel say, 'They are in peace at last.'
I thought I felt your touch today,
In the breeze that rustled by,
And then I heard the angel say, 'The spirit never dies.'
I thought I saw my broken heart
In the crescent of the moon.
And then I heard the angel say, ' The Lord is coming soon.'
I thought that you have left me,
For the stars so far above.
And then I heard the angel say, ' They left you with their love.'
I thought that I would miss you so,
And never find my way.
And then I heard the angel say, ' They're with you every day.'
The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars
Will forever be around, reminding you of the love, you shared,
And the peace, they've finally found.
thank you for all your kind words and support xxx
The Power of Friends
Everyone knows of the power of friends,
The terrific result, when everything blends.
When people have friends, they don’t stand alone;
Friends always help, when you face the unknown.
Friends give you courage to face problems untold,
So the love of a friend can help make you bold.
They can help you to live a much richer life,
So your every day living will be less filled with strife.
Thanks for being my friend!
God looked around his garden,
And saw an empty space.
Then he looked down here on earth,
And saw your loving face.
He put his arms around you,
And lifted you to rest.
His garden must beautiful,
Because he only picks the best.
A million times we'll miss you,
A million times we'll cry.
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a special place,
No one could ever fill.
It broke our hearts to loose you,
But you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you,
The day God took you home
Darling Eryn
Kayla and Stephen you have the most gorgeous little girl, a perfect little bundle who I am sure knows you did the best by her and is looking down preying you stay strong. xxx
People try to help me, and everyone's so kind, but no matter what they say to me, I always seem to find, I start to get upset again. They can see it in my face, I wonder how they'd handle it if they were in my place?
They look at me with sympathy, in a caring sort of way. I thank them and attempt a smile, then I walk away.
The tears start welling up again, everytime its the same. I simply fall to pieces at the mention of your name
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