| Location | Sudbury |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2008 |
| Date of Death | 3/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,043 since 25/03/2008 |
| Creator |
Eryn was born sleeping at 09:17 on Sunday 9th March 2008. She was 40 +2
Eryn died due to meconium aspiration & group B Strep.
My little pudding was perfect ten fingers, ten toes, everything perfect. She is now in heaven with
her nanny Gill and Uncle Aaron.
Her mummy and daddy miss her very much xxx
I had a difficult early pregnancy, I was very sick and ended up in hospital for 5 days as I was
extremely dehydrated. We were then high risk for Downs and had to make the decision to risk having a
amnio, we took it and three very long days later we were given the all clear. We were so relieved
and thought we had lived through the worst. The rest of the pregnancy thanks to anti sickness
tablets went well. We had the 4d scan, bought every picture and dvd, think we would have bought the
tshirt if one was available. Her name was chosen as soon as we knew we were pregnant so it felt like
we knew almost everything about her even before she arrived. On Sat 8th March I started getting
pains, I went to the cds and was told I was only 1cm dilated so I should go home, they are the
experts so you don't question them, they checked her heart briefly and all seemed well, I was
nervous but so excited, we went home to wait. By Sunday morning I was in a lot of pain, she didn't
seem very active but I just thought thats because I'm in labour. We arrived at hospital and was seen
quite quickly, the midwife checked Eryn's heart beat with the probe and said it seemed fine, but she
would put me on the monitor to be sure. She hooked it all up and we heard the heartbeat, I smiled at
Steven and said thank god at which point pudding gave me a kick. The midwife gave me a drink and
said that if the heart goes below 100bpm to press the button, the door had not even closed behind
her and it started dropping rapidly, 100, 90, 80 it just kept dropping I screamed at Steven to press
the button but in my head I just though the belt had moved. The midwife ran in and pulled the
emergency button thats when all **** broke loose. There were about 10 people in the room all talking
medical jargon, Steven was pushed away and it was only then that I started to worry. They told me I
needed an emergency c-section and that I would be given a general, Steven ran alongside my bed, I
told him I loved him and to look after Eryn until I woke up. I was then in theatre and before I knew
it I was counting backwards. I woke up in recovery and the nurse calling my name could not look me
in the eye, I asked her if Eryn was ok and she just said that someone would come and speak to me. I
knew that second. Steven and a consultant came in next and told me. No one gave me a reason no one
could tell me why. We spent two days at the hospital and was lucky enough to have Eryn with us in a
special room. She looked perfect, I looked all over to see if I could find an answer, I dressed her
and on the Monday I said goodbye. I just cant believe it, everyday I think that if I had gone in
earlier would things be different? I will never know. I miss her so much, for seconds I still catch
myself thinking I'm pregnant as I'm still recovering from the operation and still have a very
swollen belly, I feel like someone has taken all my dreams away, one minute I'm angry, one minute
I'm sad, one minute I think about eneding it all, one minute I don't accept it. It just hurts like
no other pain.
with lots of love from mandy(linda banks daughter)
never take someone for granted..... hold special people close to your heart...... because you might wake up one day and realise that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones.. send this to diamonds in your life. i just did xxx
Love you Pudding
I just want you to know that I love you so much and I wish that I could just close my eyes and open them to see you here with us where you were always meant to be. I just miss you so much and I love you more than anything in the world. Please come see me in my dreams tonight. xoxox I LOVE YOU ERYN MAISIE GARDINER-FROST xoxoxoxxoxoxo
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
with lots of love from mandy xxx
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with lots of love from mandy xxx
You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.
So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.
You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi beautiful how you doing?
sorry no candles since thurs but i just could not face coming on GTS for a while after my mams 1st yr anniversary on fri.
that does not mean for one minute though that i was not thinking about you and your mummy though cause i was.
love n hugs always angel xxxxxxxxxxxxx
I always knew you two are together x
Well I have been thinking about the coincidence
of you and Caitlyn having candles lit on the same
day at the same place.
That is amazing really, of all the days and of all
the places you can light candles.
St Pauls Cathedral is truely beautiful, absolutely
stunning just like you Eryn and Caitlyn it is
the perfect place x
You two are together up there and your candles
were together shining brightly here. Now that
I think is a message...
Hold Caitlyns hand and look after each other xx
love to you xx
little snowdrop xxx
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
for kayla with love xxx
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♥«•* MY FRIEND *•»♥
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I just wanted to say THANK YOU
In a special kind of way
For all the messages and thoughts
You've shared with me today
I've tried to think of all the things
That say how much I care
And so I'm sending special hugs
For all of you to share
It's a special kind of friendship
Of this you must agree
For we all live in different worlds
Some far across the sea
So I'm sending you this message
It's what I want to do
To say how much I really care
For every one of you .
with lots of love xxx
~ FRIENDS ~
As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.
These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.
Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.
This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.
with lots of love xxx
♥ My Friend ♥
♥ I've written a poem ♥
♥ Sealed with a kiss ♥
♥ If you're my friend answer me this ♥
♥ Are we friends or are we not ♥
♥ You told me once but i forgot ♥
♥ So tell me now ♥
♥ And tell me true ♥
♥ So you can say i'm here for you ♥
♥ Of all the friends i've ever met ♥
♥ You're the one I won't forget ♥
♥ And if I die before you do ♥
♥ I'll go to heaven and wait for you ♥
♥ Send this to everyone you consider as a friend ♥
♥ JUST LIKE I HAVE ♥
To my special friend xxx
I would just like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your love and support over the months.
You have helped me no end with dealing with my mams death and i dont know what i would have done without my gts friends.
you are all so very special to me and i owe you so much.
i am sorry if i dont visit every day but with a 14 and 4 year old its sometimes hard to get on the pc as they are both glued to it. But you and your angel are always in my thoughts.
all my love and hugs, mandy and angel linda xxx
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